This has been a semester of highs and lows for me. When people ask me how the studies are going,
I consistently say, “This semester is kicking my butt.” At the same time, I am truly inspired. A year ago at this time I was going through
one of the worst professional situations of my life. In fact, I resigned from a job I loved
because of it. However, that struggle is
what led me to finally make a decision about the direction my life needs to
go. No more taking the easy route.
Building on the foundation of learning theories and
standards, we started investigating more ISP models. As we got into more skills-based models like
the Big6 or Yucht’s FLIP IT! model, I found myself inspired once again. I seem to get bogged down with the more
esoteric theories. I know I am a very
hands-on, concrete learner, so it was a relief to find some research methods
that I could imagine using from young children, with the Super 3, to
collaboration with teachers, with variations of FLIP IT!
We worked also with tying real-life ideas with standards as
found in various resources. I explored
the Library of Congress teachers area, which offers vetted plans connected to
primary resources available online in the Library of Congress. It was another chance for me to truly see how
standards can be linked to exciting lessons.
This, again, echoes what I am learning in KSP608. Understanding
by Design, developed by Grant Wiggins and Jay McTighe, begins with looking
at standards. Classes are coming
together.
Next we explored collaboration. We reviewed great forms from other resources
used in collaboration. There were many
practical forms discovered. However,
when I interviewed three current library media educators I was surprised to
find that they unanimously preferred a face-to-face meeting tailored for the
teacher with whom they were working.
They liked to make each encounter personal. I used their information, as well as
inspiration from other forms to create a form I think could be used to track
each contact and to ensure everyone is on the same page. I also got explore Google Apps and create my
first form.
Then, the roller coaster screamed down the drop. I was completely overwhelmed by all the
information in Chapter 7. So many
models, so many issues, so many children…I actually doubted my ability to
effectively manage this. Discussion
encouraged me and helped me realize that the best strategy is to treat each
student as a separate person, to try many different techniques, and to
communicate with teachers and special ed.
I cannot teach every student individually, but I can modify my
presentations and activities enough to engage all types of learners.
And then, the roller coaster moved back up the next
hill. I found the work on media literacy
hit home for me. I found Faith Rogow and
the ideas of “habits of inquiry” and “skills of expression” inspiring. Again, it is important work that I will be
doing as a library media educator. It’s
not just about books, but about teaching our students to become thoughtful
participants in the conversations of the world.
I still worry about having a job when this is done…
Add to it:
Am I a critical thinker?
If not, how can I model this behavior, let alone teach it?
Does it mean I’m not cut out to teach if I’m not inspired by
theory?